Poem: I Saturate Myself In You

Title - I Saturate Myself In You

My fear is dressed up in fabrics of exhilaration,
And underlying anxiety hopes you won’t notice,
As I saturate myself in you.

Sunlight favourably aims towards you,
As you beautifully radiate its’ rays.
And I am captivated by you.

Your hand gently glides over your coffee-cup,
So intently caressing in its’ movement;
I would dearly love to hold it.

Eyes so penetrating in their gaze,
Making difficulty simple, eroding all my walls –
Look at me once more.

I’m aware that I’m riding on the back of danger,
Bareback into the depths of the unknown,
But it’s all to know you.

The world could fall apart from underneath me,
And the waves consume the highest mountains,
I would still remain in you.

All my attempts to get past you have failed,
And my thoughts refuse to be directed elsewhere,
They’re delightedly fixed on you.

So I allow myself to be rendered senseless,
And permit you to be my fatal distraction,
As I saturate myself in you.